Siniša Rudan

Siniša Rudan
Kavezi glasova

Četiri zida što čine dom
uklapaju se sa četiri zida još jednog malog sveta
i sa hiljade zidova što pulsiraju nabreklim i odumirućim životima
u četiri hladna zida velike zgrade.
Monolitne kocke – kavezi glasova
sjaje od borbe da sunce ne očisti njihove blede utrobe,
koje vare suprotnosti.
Vrisak i Smrt
ugušeni su Začećem i Smehom
Hiljade vriskova i hiljade smehova u međusobnoj borbi
A napolju Tišina
I hladni uglačani zidovi.
Stanari kristalnih tvrđava,
nesvesni sopstvene bezvrednosti van pripadnosti mehanizmu,
ruše zidove urlicima i plačem.
A napolju tišina
I netaknuti sjajni zidovi.
Psihijatri krpe mlade pukotine,
ali čine korenje kraćim
te zgrade tiho klize –
– jedini zvuk u spoljnoj tišini,
od koga urliču nezalečeni,
a zdrave održava u snu da su živi.
Ljuljuška se svet u kristalnoj čaši
punoj do ivice.
The Cages For Voices

Four walls that make home
frame themselves with four walls of another small world
and with the thousands of walls that pulsate in the rhythm of swollen and dieing out lives
into four cold walls of a huge building.
Monolith cubes – The Cages For Voices
shining from the battle of not allowing the sun to clean their pale bowels
that digest opposites.
The Scream and the Death
are choked by the Conception and the Laughter
Thousands of screams and thousands of laughters in the mutual battle
Whereas outside – The Silence
And the cold smooth walls.
Tenants of crystal fortresses,
unconscious of their own unworthiness out of belonging to the mechanism
tear down walls with roars and cryings
Whereas outside – The Silence
And the intact shiny walls.
Psychiatrists mend young cracks
but make roots shorter
so buildings slide silently –
– the only sound in external silence,
that makes unhealed ones to roar,
and keeps healthy ones in the dream that they are alive.
The world swings in a crystal glass
full to the brim.

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